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</tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFCE93"><strong>Gluttony</strong>: 40%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFC995"><strong>Lust</strong>: 40%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFC498"><strong>Envy</strong>: 20%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFBF9A"><strong>Greed</strong>: 20%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFB99C"><strong>Pride</strong>: 20%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFB49E"><strong>Sloth</strong>: 20%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFAFA1"><strong>Wrath</strong>: 0%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFAAA3"><strong>Chance You'll Go to Hell</strong>: 23%
</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFA5A5">You'll die choking on a cookie in bed.
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| So now Clayton is back to renting being the best option. (Mental eye roll.) That way when we divorce we won't have that as an additional issue in equitibly dividing the assets. Whatever. So he drives back and forth between his mom's 45 min away every day. He also said that he didn't think I could take care of my children by myself. That if he were to get out of the picture for a couple of weeks that I wouldn't be able to do it. And this is in the midst of how much he loves me and wants to fight for our marriage. Pa-leeeese. Talk about mixed messages. He also spent quite a bit of time last night telling me that I'm not a good mom and then would go on to tell me about all the things he wished we had done. The man is going around barefoot these days. Great, whatever...but if I had a nickle for every time he yelled at the boys for not having shoes on, money would not be an issue for me. He's telling me about how he's getting his act together...how he and God are getting real close, and then he comes down on me in "concern" for the boys. I'm just a screwed up person. And our friends suck too because they support me in my decision to leave him. He's trying to play the God card. And of course, he plays the kid card. That one gets me every time. I have enough guilt on my plate, isn't it so kind of him to lay more on me. Ugh. Why do I even talk to him??? I know why, cause he told me he needed to talk to me about Dustin, and I let myself get sucked back in. I am doing the right thing dammit. He's telling me that he's a new man and I'm going to be missing out. He missed out. | | |
| So my uncle calls me yesterday about my grandma...she's becoming more and more disoriented and becoming a danger to others and even herself so they took her car and boy is she pissed. But she has gotten to the point where she can't distinguish am from pm and isn't taking care of herself. This really sucks. The only ones that stay in regular contact with her are myself and my uncle Don and we're both in other states. So now we have the sucky task of deciding what to do with her and where then she should be. It would only make sense if she needed to be in a home that it be either here or where my uncle lives because then someone would actually visit her. I hate this. Damn I'm tired...I'm going back to bed. | | |
| Someone who loves you will hear you speak. Someone who loves you unselfishly will hear you whisper. -- ariella_1 (sorry I didn't post credit to ariella for this quote) and... "Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind." -- Shakespeare | | |
| Three weeks seperated. The kids are getting more adjusted now and seem to be a lot happier around the house although they miss their dad. Clayton is actively looking for a place of his own and may have found one or two just down the road. That would be ideal with the interaction with the kids so that they aren't having to travel to a different neighborhood even. One is a trailer on 3/4 acre and the other is a house in repo (can't remember what that's called...brain is still sleeping). Buying something will be the same as or even less than rent would be anyplace else so this is the direction that he is going. He's finding out if it will be better to take out a second mortgage on this house to do it or to refinance this house adding the amout of what he will buy to do it...fortunately his brother in law is a banker and we will get good advice. I started interning last week. I am under two different teachers for this. Both are good teachers and I am glad because I have been hearing the stories from my classmates about the teachers that they are under...horrors. I have 8 days of interning this semester and I hope to learn a lot from it. Class enrollment for the spring semester begins for juniors on Monday, I've got my classes lined up...3 sciences and an education class: Genetics, Cell Biology, Ecology, and Tech in Ed. That will put me at 15 hours. YIKES! Am I crazy??? Ok, so maybe I am...lol. But I read Steph's site and she's a LOT busier than I am, plus she lives with my brother...I guess I'm a wimp (lmao...j/k, Paul, I love you). I got to pick up my car yesterday!!! I had the rental for 12 days @ $3/day. They charged me $62...how does that add up??? I was in a hurry to get to the body shop cause they were closing or I would have noticed that descrepancy...guess I'll have to go back and have them explain it to me. That's ok cause I left my PikePass in the rental. Ugh...figures. Oh well, homework calls. | | |
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